do you ever hit one of those walls where you get so frustrated wiht everything that you start questioning life? and im not saying this in like a suicidal way, but like intellegence.  when you really see how smart or dumb you are, it makes future plans more tangible.  or friends, ever wonder who will be invited to your wedding, granted that you have one? and love, like to think, beyond you and the other person, there are so many other people that might be desired.  its kind of depressing.  but i guess thats life. you've got your good and bad, your ups and downs.  after all the bad things you just have to appreciate the things that make you smile.  the beach, the sun, summer, christmas. its all just a mixed up place. 

thank god for 4 day weekends, and fat free hot chocolate 

haha been moderately busy...havent had much time to update...

winterball weekend...soooo much fun. friday's game vs wiss was a nail biter.  not only were we all eager to win, but we were all eager to see what the hell was going to happen after the buzzer. haha it stayed tame.  congrats warriors! sat...sats, and holy hell do they suck. four hours of testing= four hours too long.  but i had my partner in crime (jen) there to bomb it with me. then a waste of $45 on hair ( no biggie though, it was a qucik fix this year) and then pictures at my bobby' s house. tons of parents and a group of awesome people.  and then there was zack....haha just kidding the dance was a blast. everyone looked amazing, and there were no worries.peach al jen kara everyone looked sexxxy!   dancing smiling laughing, and the drunks.  gotta love it.  the cold....holy moly un-bare-able! and my shoes...dont even get me started. we arent quite on speaking terms right now. zacks was chill...i was dead tired, but always love chilling at the dulocs. and i loved seeing all the out of towners leigh and britt you looked great and eddie you are too cute...such the ladies man haha and my baby made the night! hope everyone else had as good of a time as i did.

ps beth is a good talker and listener...thank you

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sometimes i think we all need a check in life.   just to stop for just a minute and truely appreciate everything that you have, and everything that you do.  some people dont have anything, and maybe someday you may not either.  cherish the stupid tricks people play, and the jokes they play. smiles that you give and receive, and the friends you have.  the kisses you get, and the i love you's you hear.  just for a minute, recap, and think about how it can all disappear just as quick as the moment you stop to ponder.  just think.....

annnnyways, enough of my "serious" side.  pat =lifesaver. hes pretty witty with a computer. you saved my ass.  worked all night on my watercolors and stupid english project.  this is very unlike me to be working, although i wish it were something i did more.  but aside from the busy work, and the stress about things i dont know, i still have the thing i can always rely on, and thats that call i get that makes me beam.  i love how cute you are  early morning tomorrow....lights out for me.... boa noite!

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I wonder what some people are thinking some times.  Like when Heidi Klum wakes up does she say to herself, "jesus christ, im amazingly hott!"  or george bush, does he tell himself how stupid he is all the time.  or english teachers; do they wakeup and say, "hmmmmm how can i stress out all of my kids, and have them fail miserably on a website project."  well I think at least 2 of the three scenarios there is correct.  so, if you couldnt tell, im a little peeved out about english. but i guess it comes with the territory. ap=achronym for astronomically painful (?) you get the point.  but i think that only applies to the idiots of the group. (im raising my hand now because thats the category that i fall into) and physics, dont get me started. mr helm, oh mr helm.  enough said.  tip of the day: concentrated bleach does exactally what its supposed to do.  so be cautious with it, or you will burn the shit out of your fingers. (not that i would know or anything though)